So i havent gotten around to blogging because I DONT KNOW WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT D:
okk not i really dont know what to blog about just that i dont know how to get it on to my fingers to stroke the keys... i am so complicated obvs.
I havent been feeling myself lately and i dont like it at all. I miss (dare i say) the summer. I had lots of fun and idk now its going a bit downhill but i guess thats just the change of seasons. And although I did do alot of fun things with friends and stuff. IE San fransisco with the primadonnas. I didnt go visit my family for the first time in the summer and it just feels sooo weird. I go every summer atleast for a couple of weeks and that break in the routine is really taking its toll on me. Its a different experience over there not having to worry about having plans for the day because well plans just happen to form when you have a huge family. You wake up with nothing in mind and the next thing you know you're packing for a field trip. But it was also my first summer with a full time job and it makes me realize that I'm actually growing up and having responsibilities will obvs stop me from doing everything I want, and tbh i dont even have "real" responsibilities like rent, a car payment, or having to buy food and stuff. Its a little overwhelming now that i think of it. nonetheless, its just no fun.
I hope i get into my regular mood soon because there is so many things coming up in the next 6 months that im excited about. Helping to plan a wedding EEEEKK, a bunch of shows from my favorite artists, and trip planning. So i guess things will get back on track.
This kind of became a rambling post and i dont feel like going back and editing cuz its good to just be honest sometimes. yikes that seems scary.
I hope everyones been having a great october and a good safe ween parties.
Here is a playlist that started as a period mix for soothing those uterus dying days but idk what it ended up as. I was listening to it while writing this post soo who knows. lol its all over the placee really.